Thoughts from a twenty-something
Please, please, please just put your heart away. Throw me in the top drawer… all the way in the back, and slam the drawer shut. Stop being so emotionally driven. Use your mind. Become so confident and wise that I’d be foolish to break apart again. Love is one tricky asshole. Stop fooling yourself in …
Two years ago, I started writing in this journal. I was broken and lost and I’ve turned to myself for guidance and reassurance that I was going to eventually be okay. I was worn out of talking to my peers and family. Deep in my soul, I always knew I was the answer to everything …
Continue reading "Keep the past in the past, but always carry its lessons with you."
Today is a good day. I woke up. I woke up next to the love of my life. I woke up in good health. I woke up being held. I woke up in our bed, in our room, in our home. I woke up. I got dressed. I put in my contacts. I brushed my …
Continue reading "Every day is a good day when you begin with a grateful heart."
Sometimes things happen in your life and they don't make sense, everything's blurry and life sucks and times are hard... Now, I know people in my life had things that are harder happened to them, more heartbreaking and everything just sucks. Still...your heart just hurts and life sucks... I've had my heart shattered completely destroyed …
Some days it's hard to breathe. Crushing anxiety consumes my soul. My heart beat quickens. My breathing becomes uneasy. My stomach ties itself in the worst kind of knot. I feel shaky. I feel weak. I feel empty. I feel useless. My heart aches. My heart hasn't forgot the pain of the past. Time heals …
Continue reading "How do you forgive and forget something that nearly destroyed you?"
You were more than a dad to me. You were my hero, my best friend... I would be lying if I said you didn't break my heart when you left. I just don't understand how you couldn't even say bye to me. You just got in your car with your little bag and said "I'll …
I'm currently sitting on my couch. I'm enjoying a glass of wine and I'm divulging myself into the world of Pinterest. Do you have a Pinterest? Do you know what Pinterest is? I'm sure most of you do know what Pinterest is, but if you don't ( I won't tell... shhhh...) it's pretty much the …
